G O B B L O G

I guess right now, the whole world already know. Yes, few days ago, I got tired with my life. My dream had crush and to tell you the truth, basically I don’t know what I want to pursue or do in my life. How pathetic I am. I hate my job, I am quite broke, I’m not happy, my life is boring, bla bla bla…..
Suddenly, yesterday - at the beginning of the day (at about midnight), how coincidence, something has struck me. Someone proposed me with a brilliant idea. Not only it is brilliant, I think I can make something out of it. It really struck me at a right time when I have no direction in what to do in my life. It is really hard for me to believe in something, but this idea, I REALY BELIEVE IN IT.

My life principle: TO BE SUCCESSFUL, YOU MUST LOVE AND BE PASSIONATE IN ANYTHING YOU DO. If you really really really love it, only then you will be satisfied with yourself and it will show. Eventhough it is something that is super duper hard, you’ll not complain. Why?? Simply because you love doing it!! Duh… When you love doing it, you will try your best at making it work. I guess ‘try’ is really not a right word. Correction: You will not ‘try’, but you’ll make sure that you can achive it and be a success!!!

Really, can you name me one person in this whole wide world, one successful person, ‘the’ person that made it, that is not passionate and love the thing they do. I can’t really name one. And by the way, don’t measure the word ’success’ in term of wealth. Someone can worth zillion and not happy with his/her life. Do you really think when you are not happy, you’re success?? In the condition like that, do you really feel that you’ve made it. NOT!!!

One stupid example: Even if you’re a janitor, but you really love it at being a janitor. You love to make sure that everything is clean and make everyone feel comfotable. When you achieve that, it is a success. (Sorry, right now I can’t think of other example other than janitor.) The point is, to be successful you MUST love the thing you do and only you can measure and know when you are succesful. Hell with what other people saying. (How many time do I use the word success?? Can anyone count it??)

I hope this new thing will work out for me. Please..

 I can’t believe it!!! I actually created a blog. It has been like forever since I’ve had the idea to have one. I guess being lazy will get you nowhere.

To be honest, I created this blog simply because out of frustration. There’s just so many thing that I worked for and want to acomplish in my life that I couldn’t achieve. Well, today is just not ‘another’ day in my life. Today is the day that people tell me I cannot do it. Today is the day that i feel like someone had crush my heart. Today is the day that I feel the word ‘believe in yourself’ is just another word and it is nonsense!! Today is the day that I feel that I have to forget my dreams and get on with my life. My boring life. Really, I feel stupid today. I really feel stupid today.

I’m sure when i wake up next morning, I still gonna feel the same way. You cannot just forget something that is really hurtful. I’m sure i’m gonna feel miserable tomorrow… Fuck It!!! The show will go on. I hope I’ll have the courage to keep on believing myself. Even if it takes me a while to mend what have been broken, I have to keep on believing that my dreams will eventually come true one day.

I don’t care what other people say. It’s my life, not theirs!!! God only given ‘one lifetime’ to each person. Why I must waste it and stuck in it do the things that I don’t like?? Even if my dreams got me nowhere, I hope when the ‘day’ have comes, I’ll R.I.P. Yes, PEACE!!!